There are Cliques every where in society. There is nothing wrong with them because they’re going to happen naturally. As much as we all want to say “i will accept anyone who wants to be a part of this group”, the unfortunate truth is that someone in the group will eventually not like someone else. I find there are cliques even in the blogging world. What is the point of a blog if you cannot be yourself? You cannot be accepted for who you are. The point of a blog is not to gain friends or have someone say “youre right”. A blog is simply a place to let your thoughts and feelings flow. Sometimes these thoughts are inspired (good and bad) by other bloggers and sometimes they are not. However, I see hypocrisy everywhere lately and it really is pissing me off. My only thought is get off your high horse and accept that the world has not made you the queen of right and wrong. I enjoy reading blogs. I enjoy controversy. I love even more when bloggers interact with other bloggers they’ve met online like they actually KNOW the other person in the blog. You dont know this person at all, you just THINK you do. All you know is what they present to the blog or in chat. I know this isnt true of everyone. I just think there is only so much that can be accurately portrayed through a blog. A lot of times you find the blog is actually based on total fiction and unless thats stated in the blog, you can even feel a be betrayed for caring about that person.
As for my blog, the reason its boring is because my life is indeed a bit dull. I’m one of those individuals who doesnt like to “rock the boat”. I rarely start controversial conversations or come up with witty thoughts. I’m your average American plane jane. I wont say I’m not special because I am in my own way. The people who are incredibly close to me discover a side that is rarely shown. I like it that way. The rest of the world gets a rather jaded view of what I want to show.
Recently there have been some new developments here. I am beginning a more intimate relationship with a wonderful person (J). Someone I never honestly expected to be attracted to. As I told Sir, it is simply because they are not my “type”. This person has a difficult journey in their life because they were born a woman but have always felt that they were a man. I’ve never been attracted to someone in this situation. J wants to be refered to as a “He” so, dont get confused lol. Currently I would describe J’s looks to be that of a tomboy. Its not even his physical body that I’m attracted to as much as his energy. Its just something about him that draws me to him. Maybe its the way we dance together at Karaoke, Or the way he wants to really understand me. His first words to me were “You have the most gorgeous eyes I’ve ever seen”. Even then (2 months ago), I thought “is that a come-on?” I dont think I’ve ever been really blatantly hit on. That is possibly because I’ve been with Sir for 10 years and I just dont remember. Anyway, Sir and I went on a date with J. Sir wanted to get to know J and J wanted Sir to feel comfortable when we were alone. It was fun!! I love that J is so into me. Its also very nice how this has just come together so easily. Sir has really just been like “go for it”. I think Sir is also excited because J’s best friend (a hot little number we’ll call A) is also very interested in him. So he might have an interesting new relationship developing as well.
J and I have a date on Tuesday and I’m very excited to spend some time with him and get to know him. There is a wonderful connection there and I cant wait to explore it. J is also attracted to Sir but, Sir and I havent really discussed that side of things. I dont know how Sir feels about being with a boi. I guess that will be a topic for another day!
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