Recap
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I’m going to try and recap the last week and a half but, I probably wont do it justice. I have this list in my head of certain points I want to make sure I cover lol. It has been a very up and down week+.
Two weekends ago at the Dungeon: That was some fun times!! It was Demo night so there were area’s set up for each demo. I swear there was about 200 people there! It was really interesting to get to feel and see different things. Sir is still really new to a lot of these toys. It was really great to see his reaction to all them. He seemed particularly interested in the electricity demo. We must have played with the wand and the attachments for an hour or two. Its really neat the idea’s people have to use homemade items for toys with that wand!! Some of them were pretty intense and some were just like being tickled. I think what I enjoyed most about the wand was the acupuncture needles, using the wand on the needles. That was pretty awesome!! Though I did also enjoy the chains with the wand. It was pretty intense to feel the chains being pulled around my breasts with the electrical current running. I would like to try the fire play a bit more as well.
The whip demo wasnt as much hands on for Sir as the rest. With the wand he could take it and use it while the instructor just gave tips and idea’s. The whips are more intense and require a trained hand. However, I’ve been at the end of a whip several times before this and was a little itchy to feel them again. Sir gave his approval to the Dom doing the demo and I got to get on the cross for a while and be a “demo dolly”. *sigh* I’m so glad Sir is interested in the whips! The Dom doing the whip demo is also one of the mentor’s in Sirs program! I know it will take a while before Sir is good at the whips but, I am still very excited for that!!
Those were the two we really focused in on. They had a flogging demo but Sir doesnt really have much interest in the floggers. They also had bondage, cbt, suspension and OH! the “robospanker”. That was fun, and wow does it pack a wallop! I think after 5 smacks on the automated spanking machine, I was ready to get off. LOL, I LOVE being spanked but, i really need a warm up for those kind of hits. My gf was there with us and she pretty much agreed with me on that. She and I seem to have a lot of similar interests which is good.
I’ll go ahead and fast forward to this past weekend at the club. I really was not expecting to go! Sir had his mentoring class all day and I just assumed he’d be too tired. He ended up giving me the option and I chose to go for a couple reasons. The two biggest reasons were because the demo was wax play! Also because my girlfriend wouldnt go without us and she really wanted to see the demo as well. It turned out to be an ok event. The Dom doing the demo was a bit frazzled do to some personal things, which happens! The “demo dolly” is a cutie and we get along really well and I enjoy their dynamic. After the demo was done he let us hop up and feel the wax…the differences between paraffin, soy and i forget the third. LOL!! I’m so bad at remembering names of things. Either way the soy is a mess to clean up and I much prefer the paraffin. He demonstrated a neat way to do a temporary branding with the wax, everyone seemed to really like that! He joked around a lot, especially with good ways to “fuck with the subs head”. It was a good time. For some reason it was particularly cold that night and no one wanted to really get naked and play. It ended up being more of a social night than anything else. I really liked the wax.
During the past two weekends I also saw two movies: Avatar and From Paris with Love. I was surprised how much I enjoyed Avatar. We saw it in 3D (my Dad and I). He was impressed with the graphics more than he thought he would. Dad’s not big into sci-fi so I was surprised he liked it at all, lol. From Paris with Love was good but also fairly typical in plot. The humor was very good though, and I love Travolta!!
I’ve been working really hard on being consistent with my exercising as well. I dont know how much weight I’ve lost because I dont have a scale. I do know that I’ve gone down almost 2 pant sizes! I say almost because the one size is a little tighter than I’d like but … hey! it fits! LOL that counts! I went shopping and splurged a little on some “spending money” that Sir lets me keep each week. I’d been saving up the past 2-3 weeks so, it was a fun time. I got some new panties and bra I really love! I think sexy lingerie is important. I know a lot of Doms are “no undies” but, it makes me feel confident to have on sexy underwear! Sir could care less which kinda sucks. I think he is more turned on when I wear a oversized t-shirt and nothing else than if I come out wearing a thong and hot bra or a corset. Oh well, I know He’s happy as long as I feel good! Thats important.
On a bad note, I lost my job 
. I’m still looking for another but, its probably going to take a bit to find another one. I’m also going to be starting classes up in a few months so I want to find a job thats going to work with that schedule as well. The economy sucks right now, so we’re doing the best we can. I just wish the people that hire me would budget their money a bit better!
I have another project thats pretty massive that I want to finish by April. I want to get the house de-cluttered and reorganized. We have two spare bedrooms with nothing but boxes of junk we havent seen in over a year! Its ridiculous! I want to get 90% of this stuff out, and set up those rooms as guest/office rooms. Then once that is complete I can set up working on reorganizing the house; doing the decor and arrangements of what we are keeping. Then I would LOVE to hire someone to come in and really scrub the floors and bathrooms LOL!! I really suck at bathrooms and I cannot clean the floors well because of my back. Its going to take a little at a time to get all this done. It really is a lot to do! I know Sir really wants a nice & neat house and I really want to give that to him. I know he’ll be so happy once I get the house looking up to the level he expects! It will also be much more manageable then to keep clean and organized. Its gotten out of control in the last year.
Alright… I think those are the main points Sir would want me to touch on. I’m going to try to be more consistent with posting again. Its just been an insane week or so! I love it! I love being busy, feeling tired and worn out! My insecurities are starting to rise again now that we’re out socializing. I guess I’ll go into those in my next post. Right now I’m exhausted and dying for a hot bath! YAY! Then I’ve got to start the cleaning project and job hunting mission! Wish me luck, I’m going to need it in this economy!
