Tuesday Mobile Update…
I need to make my blogging more of a priority! I think its important for Sir to be able to see more inside my thoughts on a regular basis. I think it might even help our communication because we’re having less misunderstandings. Lol, even though lately I haven’t been blogging much. I’m just lazy! I have not even logged into my pc in 3 days. I think the record is a week. So yes…thank you blackberry for my mobile blogging & full keypad!!
Things are going smoothly lately, I think. Sir would probably like me to spend a little less money. I’ve gotten on a little spending spree lately but, it feels like I haven’t be able to pamper myself in a long time. Don’t get me wrong…I am spoiled in general but I used to try very hard to stick with necessary items with one exception which is books. Lately I’ve been doing lunch with my girlfriends, buying fetish gear, going to movies (like 2 a week)…etc. I was even thinking how i’d love to get a mani/pedi/wax & haircut before the play party this weekend! That’s when I realized…wow, I never used to even put those on my list! I mean I love those things but I rarely indulge in them. Sir doesn’t spend a lot of money on himself or in general and sometimes I feel like a brat that I spending on myself. However, being a girl is a lot more grooming than being a male…I think. At least it is in our case! And it seems like sometimes I just need a day of girlie stuff. I guess maybe we should discuss if these extra activities like movies and lunches are bothering Sir. I don’t want money to become a point of resentment on his end. He works his ass off. I try to let him know how much I appreciate it but, I don’t know if he realizes how geniune I mean it. It makes me very sad when he’s tired, over-worked and very under appreciated at work. Sometimes I wish he’d tell me what exactly what I can do for him that makes him just sigh in relief when he gets home. I try to have dinner ready and at least a semi-clean house. I just wish I could do more! I wish he liked massages or hot baths or things that would let me pamper him! Oh well…
Valentines was good. He got me bondage rope!! I hope we get to use it soon!! I would love some bondage hair braiding for the party Saturday. Yes, we are invited to a private play party. Its a rather small group actually! We haven’t been to one in a few years, mainly because we weren’t active in the community then. The last few we went to were fairly large. I think this one might have 20 ppl. I’m very nervous actually as I don’t think we know many people going/invited. My gf is invited but she’s very new and seems too nervous to attend. I’m not really sure why that is. I mean I’m nervous but not the same way she is. She’s intimidated I think. But its really not much different than what we see at the clubs so I don’t understand her feelings. However, they are valid for her and I told her to do what she feels is right for her.
Lol getting a blister from mobile mini keypad…must stop for now! Will definitely update soon, especially after the party! I got some great new fetish thigh high tights! Wohoo!!
